Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Sigh.. I've cooked yesterday 12hour non stop at Yee Sin apartment. I prepared alots and 
i collect all the money for soo long just to celebrate this Birthday. I never once did
this to anyone else and actually this is my first time doing so..
I made cake myself, i cook alots of serving food. And i've booked one place, beautiful
places to date and lastly i've been dissapointed. 
But i still love you babe even this dissapointment grow bigger. I love you
and it's never ends. 

During this 29th January 2014 i just want you to know that i am the
very first person exactly 12AM say happy birth day to you while looking at your picture.
I want you to know that, On your birthday today, most people will wish that you earn lots of money, but I wish you wealth. Most people will wish you fun times but I wish you healthy times. Most people will wish you delight but I wish you pure joy. Most people will wish you many friends, but I wish that we always stay together. Happy Birthday!

May God bless you with all you desire. Wishing you a very Happy birthday. Enjoy every moment of your precious life.

Happy Birthday, sweetheart. I wish you all the success, happiness and love in the world.

I wish your birthday this year gives you more reasons to smile and to be thankful. Much love and blessings coming your way, my love.

When my hand is in your hand - my heart meets your heart. You've changed my life forever! Happy Birthday, sweetheart!


Saturday, November 30, 2013

Sunyi Sepi Kosong Dan Kosong

Aku merinduimu tanpa engkau tahu. Aku mencintaimu walaupn engkau kurang percaya. Aku tulus dan akan terus mencintaimu dan menyayangimu sehingga aku rebah dan tak berdaya lagi. Aku selalu ingin kau tau 
bahawa engkau lah seorang wanita yg bertakhta di hatiku. Maafkan aku sayang kerana persis dan selalu menyakitimu.  
 
Luahan Hati :


    Seruling Fajar merekah..
    Selimut langit berganti..
    Membumbung kepulan awan-awan..
    Menyerbakkan nafas baru..

    Kelam terbenam telah hembusan sinar surya..
    Berlayar kembali,
    Kemudian engkau meniupkan Seruling fajar,
    yang biasa melembutkan ritual pagi..

    Engkau menitikkan embun nada-nada..
    Nada yang biasa meyebarkan ritme perupa..
    Tatkala engkau bertanya dalam nada,
    Sampai kapan seruling fajar ‘kan terbiasa,..??

    Semoga sayap patahku,
    Cukup menghangatkan pangeran hati..
    Yang melambungkan bahagiaku,
    Meneduhkan di saat diri telah merapuh..

    Kini kumengerti arti penantian..
    Memahami makna gelombang sebelum daratan..
    Saat ksatria kejora memanah mendung di angkasa..
    Derai tawaku menjadi bintang di langit terang..
    Binar mataku cahaya di jiwanya…

    Janganlah kamu tertarik kepada paras..
    Karna ke’elokan paras dapat hilang..
    dan
    Janganlah kamu tertarik kepada kekayaan..
    Karna kekayaan dapat musnah..

    Tertariklah pada orang yang dapat membuat kamu tersenyum..
    Karna hanya senyumlah yang dapat membuat,
    Hari-hari gelap menjadi cerah kembali..

    Masih pantaskah’..
    Bila saatnya tirani bertahta..
    Dan nyawa pun menjadi tak berharga..

    Mengapa nurani sudah tak lagi Membatasi diri …
    Seolah mati…

    Haruskah kita s’lalu menangisi..
    Dunia yang dihuni khalifah keji..
    Seperti mereka yang tertawa..
    Dan merasa dirinya penguasa..

    Semua hanya ambisi…
    Mungkinkah keadilan tersembunyi..
    Sanggup membungkam raga sang penyiksa..
    Yang dipengaruhi khayalan,
    dan
    Nafsu liar mereka ’tuk s’lamanya..

    Demi waktu yang berputar….
    Ku berdiri ditepi malam…
    Menunggu sejuknya belaian embun…
    Mengharap seuntai senyum sang pagi…

    Demi detik yang berdetak…
    Ku sampaikan tanya…
    Pada sang waktu…
    Kapan saatnya tiba…?

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Window ~

 Hello Visitor, currently i got 270 Follower all over th world. Thanks to all my follower
surely i give full credit of course and feedback to all of your inbox. But today, i feel very
very sad and even sadder unusually. This is a story that have an ending. Like night has it glow.
A shine of morning without sight. This maybe the last time....it's time to slow down...
Please kindly copy my all poems, i am very2 glad for you all to do it. Spread the words
of innosence love. Ok this is my poems. The title is "Window's". Which everytime i feel
sad, i sit near the window...when it's raining or hot even hotter...i still at window. Even
when i was in Hospital, my bed is near a window. Dark~ Night...i feel lonely...soo Lonely~

Window
                                                                                       

Strangely, I know better about the end so I’m sad, I’m sadder
When I look at you when I look at you
I see you for the last time, you’re still pretty, prettier
When I look at you when I look at you
Baby slow down, ma whole body is shaking
On a sunny day, it suddenly rains on this window
Rainy window
Baby calm down, my voice is shaking
The window that knows about the secrets of this silent night
Rainy window
No one knows about my heart, that I may look like I’m smiling but I’m really not smiling
When I look at you when I look at you
I can see you crying, love is painful, more painful
When I look at you, baby look at me
Look into your eyes, let it rain, let it rain
Look up at the sky, let it rain, let it rain
Rainy window ,Wash away the pain

Friday, September 13, 2013

Day by Day`

My dear carole,
I was wrong..
I hate when you hurt..
I am thinking about you..Always ~


Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all


p/s : Wake up and realize i miss someone T_T

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Come Back When You Hear This

I didn’t know when you were with me
I didn’t know even after you left
But after time passed, I finally realized
No matter who I met
I kept thinking about you
So I kept getting scared
Because it seemed like a mistake to let you go
How far did you go?
Did your heart already turn around?
Your heart that was hurt because of me
Did it harden?
Baby stop – come back to me, you know I only have you
I know I did you wrong, you’re right
As soon as you left me, this longing grew and my emotions rose up
Now I only know you alone
I don’t know why I didn’t say this for all this time
I’m sorry and I love you
What do I do? After all this time
I am regretting that I let you go
I’m not confident that I can change your mind after making you cry but
Give me one more chance
I’m sorry so come back
I’m regretting so come back
Come back when you see this
Wherever you are, whoever you’re with
.
.
.p/s : i love you







Wednesday, September 11, 2013

When I Miss You ~

I coincidentally heard news about you, are you doing well?
I think I’m doing well
It’s a relief, I seem happy
I thought I’d still be struggling
Feeling a bit lonely (feeling depressed)
I kept wandering through past memories
The deeper the night grew
I needlessly got a bit sad
It feels like I am floating in the air
It’s a problem that doesn’t necessarily need a conclusion
If it awakens like last night’s dream, it all scatters
If I try to approach you, you keep getting farther, why do you
Keep getting farther
When I was with you, before I let you go
I loved you with all my strength
So I have no regrets
I thought the person for you was me
But I guess it’s not
When I miss you
When I long for you even more
I blankly lay there, blankly lay there
Eventually, not going to sleep
Even when I miss you
Even when I think of you more
I am alright, I am alright, I am alright
If only you are happy
The road I took to take you home, the coffee we drank together
The book we read together, the drama we watched together
I long for all these things so much
The road I took to take you home, the coffee we drank together
The book we read together, the drama we watched together
I long for all these things so much

p/s : 5 star

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

August 22, 2013 - Maga Waterfall of Long Pasia

Hello, today at this moment, my sadness is beeing wiped out by laughter. My friends , Jenny, Liang Yew, A-cat, Mumu and Yuli give me some never ending laughter. Oh my gosh. I can endure the pain abit and fullfill my loneliness. Laughter and camping through Maga Waterfall of Long Pasia soo fucking nice. A bagpack and no line connection really separated me from outside world. Then, i have another idea about a poems. I been thinking of it and now it's complete.. Mostly =.='

One woman is becoming disaster
Even though a man is still singing
I’m tearing up at the thought of break up
  I can’t touch you, I know
I’m falling, catch me
The warm rays of the sun are of another world
The field of reeds are dancing all alone
I remain paused at a green hill, holding a conversation I’ve yet to finish with her
The sky is of an expressionless face that holds no answers
You’re probably hiding behind the clouds, you’re probably a star  
I close my eyes and feel your breath, I dream of you
A smile spreads across my lips, you’re breathing with me now
Time, please stop, don’t divide her and I
Wind, stop blowing, this is my last letter to you 
I hate this love song… I hate this love song..  !!
I hate this love song, I’ll never sing it again
So I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you 
I hate this love song, I’m going to sing it with a smile
In order to cure your loneliness, I’m going to you now  
I’m scared, this world is meaningless
Take me to where you are, a place with the moon and stars 
We were so beautiful, you know
You taught me what love was

Big Big thanks to my friends who chill me when i am tearing.
Thanks for those who claims they are my lover.
Thanks for the air and tear which approve my existance.
I'll end this pain soon.






Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Voice =.=

until now, the rain kept falling
and the smell of ashphalt lingered in the city
over there.. it's stopped raining, hasn't it?
in the west, it's begun to clear
in the mornings, will you get up every day without trouble?
even now, that's the kind of thing I worry about
the sky that's spreading, the freedom
neither of these things have changed
right now, it's just that.. it's just that you aren't by my side
the first time that I met you
was the same season as now, wasn't it?
the lit up streets
they glowed beautifully
the cry-baby you were; you, from that time, often
would place your forehead on my shoulder
and cry - that warmth
I felt it so strongly
every person individually, no matter who they are carry troubles as they live
and desperately hold onto their broken heart
yeah, since you went away hasn't been the same
in my heart, all I got is pain
could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
sunlight, moonlight, you lit my life, realize in the night
while love shines bright
cant let you go; we're meant forever, baby let me know
this past without you, can't forget you
letting me be, the cloud hanging above me
raining on me; missing your touch
nights get long and it's hard to clutch
we're apart breaks my heart
it's all for the best girl you're my world
in time my love unfurls
he will then wait for you girl
 

let me hear your voice
if we become gentler
we're bound to love each other
don't avert your eyes from mine,
let me hear your voice
let's move on, from these insecurities and this loneliness
our feelings in this moment become a bond
 
I am sorry

                                                           


Saturday, June 22, 2013

只要给我一个理由

从一开始
你是个
你偷了我的心
我和你心甘情愿的受害者
我让你看我的部分
那是不是所有的漂亮
每一个接触您固定

现在,你一直在说梦话
你从来没有对我说事情
告诉我,你已经受够了
我们的爱,我们的爱

对不起,我不明白
所有这一切都是来自
我想,我们被罚款
你的头再次猖獗
亲爱的,我们仍然拥有一切
而这一切都在你的头脑

你一直就吃真正的噩梦
用来骗我很近
有无非空表的
我们之间的爱,我们的爱
哦,我们的爱,我们的爱

只要给我一个理由
只是有一点点足够的
就在第二我们不破只是弯曲
我们可以再次学会爱
我从来没有停止过
你还在写在我的心脏上的伤痕
你不是打破刚刚弯曲
我们可以再次学会爱

我们的泪管生锈
我会解决它为我们
我们正在收集灰尘
但是,我们的爱就够了
你拿着它在
你浇饮料
因为它似乎没有什么
我们会和盘托出
Please Don't Hurt Me :'>

Saturday, April 13, 2013

You ~ And ~ I

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go
You, you held out your hand
And picked me up each time I'd fall
Those times when I felt down
The smile in your eyes it turned me around
And you held the secret to my heart
You were the only one with faith in me
I was lost and weak
But then you came and got me back on my feet
You, you know that things have changed
Don't let it bring you any pain
If you just hold on tight
We're gonna get through this darkness, find the light
Prepared, our love has us prepared
There's no need for you to be scared
I said "Don't be scared!"
I promised you that I'd be right here, baby
I, I know I've made mistakes
I know I've been untrue
I'll make it up to you, I'll never let you go~
Tonight I'll show you that I care
You can't deny this bond we share
It's in the air, I'll never let you go~
You and I together
It just feels so right
And I will never leave you, never
No matter what the world may think
I'll always be there
You and I together
We will stand the test of time
And I will treasure you forever
Because there's no one else
No one else who can compare
You gave me someone to call my friend
You gave me a love to call my own
When I close my eyes it's you I see
You were the one who taught me love
You gave me a love that won't grow old
You gave me a love that's made of gold
You're the only one and I'll be there for you, baby


 

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Stranger

You and your eyes
Bright as the stars
We’re in the sky
separated by the stars
like strangers
You and your heart
Alone among the stars
We’re in the sea
separated by the waves
like strangers
When you meet the one
Remember the days before
All you see all you hear
is the picture of the world
When you hear the song in your head
When you see the smile on her face
All you have to realize
No one was born together
When you hold the moon in your hand
And see the light again on her face
Remember the days
Everyone was a stranger
All you have to realize
You don’t need to be a stranger

Goodbye Gerrard Way ~ My Chemical Romance

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

The Flower Will Bloom Again ~

Even if love goes and pain comes
Even if my heart is drenched by my flowing tears
This moment right now is not everything
When time passes, everything else will pass
I believe spring will come

Even when my friends, who I thought would last forever
Leave one by one as time goes by
I know that there isn’t anything that won’t change
So I will let them go with a smile, I will let them go always


Flowers will bloom again even in my empty heart
When winter leaves and spring comes back
Flowers will bloom again even in my painful tears
Time will pass and in the end, love will come
Even if the thorns cut through my heart
Even if I lose warmth from the wind
You’re always in me
   
Flowers will bloom again even in my frozen heart
When the sunlight shines and the wounds heal, new skin will grow
Flowers will bloom even in my painful tears
When time passes, everything else will pass
A flower called you will bloom in my heart
 
P/S : All credit goes to myself. This is when i am feeling alone. Carole, i miss you already T_T




Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Short Love Story

I’ve heard a saying, that “life is a surprise”. Call me a sceptic, but I generally scoff at lines that scream something that leaves us expecting so much.
My short love story may be short on words, but it’s a story that’s filled every thought and day of my existence with happiness.
I’m a guy, a 26 year old guy who works in a job he likes. A guy who hangs out with his friends when the sun goes down, and one who, when the story begins, is still single.
I’m single, not because I want to be single. I think it’s weird to be single. Or maybe that’s what all guys think.
I’m just a guy who’s been looking high and low for that girl who can make things happen inside me.
You know, your heart stops beating just for a second, your throat goes dry, you get gooseflesh, feel a bit dizzy, and the works.
I haven’t experienced that. Most of my friends haven’t experienced that too, but they’re all going out with someone. According to them, such things happen only when you’re suffering from a high temperature.

Short love stories and my life
The story of me falling madly in love didn’t actually go as I had expected. My throat never got dry, ever. But then, I liked a girl. Of course, it wasn’t ‘love’.
Actually speaking, it wasn’t even ‘like’. As a matter of fact, I have no idea what I felt. I spend my evenings at my sister office, next to a small city display they’ve now acquired, and whether I like it or not, I end up spending my time staring at it. And it bloody hell annoys me! Can’t they just junk it?
Well, and just like me, there was this  girl who is the owner of the office, and stare at the same display every day. Well, sometimes she read a book. And sometimes she yelled alot.

Or sometimes, she used to ordered her children, and then disappear into non-existence. She was fascinating and pretty. But there was one difference between both of us. I came to the office to hang ou with my sister. She the owner. I have never seen any girl do that. Who has?

Love stories and stolen glances
We used to glance across each other now and then, but there was nothing more. No jolt.  No sweat. No knots in my stomach.
The days turned to weeks, and weeks turned to a couple of months. That’s a long time once you picture the scene outside the world of literature. Long, long ago seems so cute in a book, but an hour in a suffocating conference hall? Murder! Without actually knowing it, I was attracted to this girl. I actually admired her, and her calm, comfortable, cool as a cat persona that she brought along for company every day. Could it be love?
And then, I started the staring game. I stared at her now and then, discreetly, but in a way she knew I was glancing at her. But no deal. She just wasn’t bothered. Ouch! My ego was crushed.

The perfect setting for short love stories
I was in her house last day to repair some internet connection. There my ego crush. I feel my lips drown by her Red lipstick. Oh, the smile really crush me. But, i remember her eyes. There is a loneliness that flying through. There is empty spaces unfilled. What that could be?
She was lonely? Suffer the same things with me? Sorrow?

Romantic persuasions
Something that i still remember and i take a kiss of the lips for the first time

Feeling the love at night   
I lay awake that night and I stared at her number on my cell phone. I wanted to call her, but settled for a text. The very minute I texted her, I got a call from her. She too was contemplating over whether or not to message me. Sweet!
We spoke and spoke until the wee hours of the morning, and I just wanted to see her again that evening. We met again at the café and it felt so good. She was smiling the whole time and we were actually flirting back and forth. I asked her out for a date that evening.
All of a sudden, she looked offended. She declined. And then, there was silence. That calm, deadly silence that makes you feel worse than getting yelled at. I asked her what was wrong, but she didn’t mention it, and our “date” was cut short that evening. I got home and looked at her bracelet. “Life is a surprise”. Simple words can be a confusing affair at times.

Rekindling my love story 
That night, I called her again and we spoke. At first she was distant, but she seemed fine after a while, and then I asked her why she got so offended in the café. She didn’t tell at first, but as the hours went by, she told me that she hated guys and the worst thing she ever wanted to do was go out on a date with a guy.
Apparently, she had been hurt one too many times by guys whom she trusted with all her heart. We spoke until five in the morning, and she told me a lot more. I just wanted to hug her, but even the thought of giving her a telephonic hug scared me. But we decided to meet again. Same bat place, same bat time.
We started hanging out together all the time after that. Soon, weeks turned into months, and this time, everything felt just like a fairytale.
Time stood still when it was just the two of us. One evening, when we met up and went to the café, it was too crowded for space, so we decided to go for a drive to while away the time. It was a long drive, and somewhere along the way, the sun was shining mildly at us, it was a huge red ball that made the whole world around me glow. It was the most romantic sight, or maybe I had never noticed the sun at that time of the day. Nevertheless, it was beautiful.
She said the sun was beautiful. I said it couldn’t be compared to her. She smiled. I smiled. I clasped her hand. It felt tense. And then, we locked eyes. Thank God, the road was deserted. And then, her lips split into a girlish grin that I still can’t forget. That was the moment. It was indeed beautiful. I felt warm and fuzzy. And I wanted the drive to last forever. We got to her place, and I hugged her goodbye. That was the first time I ever hugged her. As we hugged, I knew she didn’t want to let go. Neither did I.

A short love story that lasts a lifetime 
We sat next to each other for the first time. And we held hands. We spoke less, and smiled more. I told her that I liked her. She smiled a lot more. And then, she punched me in the arm, and said that she liked me too. And just then, I slipped her bracelet out from my pocket. “Life is a surprise”. I couldn’t agree with that more. I smiled. She saw her bracelet. And she laughed. That tinkling, sweet laugh that is so intoxicating. I was a happy boy with the perfect present, all over again. And she was a happy, lonely girl. Just lonely no more.


~My dear Carole .. i love you like you never know~ my future gone like dust~ ashes~ but the love last for lifetime. I love you

Friday, September 28, 2012

Just Updated

I Only Wish that Somehow, you know how hurt to be in love with you just because you are married and had a family. I wish you know, deep in me, i was hurt. I am sorry i cannot speak this truth to you....but i don't want you to be hurt the way i am. I carry the bad things between us, my love. I'll die with it. And, wish i met you somewhere again in other life.  I love you carole~ i really do

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Even it's hurt, I still loving you :')

My painful love, I'm hurting as if I cut my skin
I try to hold it in but soundlessly, it hurts
My aching love, it's bitter as if I swallowed poison
I try to smile but I'm faintly aching
Today, I see the morning yet again
I draw you out again
Lingering attachments push over to me again
I still love you -- you're my love

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Tomorrow :)

You got someone’s love, that doesn’t mean that you have it
You keep walking, that doesn’t mean time passes
You keep breathing, that doesn’t mean you’re alive
Baby there’s no no tomorrow
I’m still exactly the same as then
The time stopped right at the last moment
However it’s just the past to you
The memories which were tearing my heart apart
They’re now ripped off the calendar
They’re fading as the year goes by
I pretend to live forgetting you
My world is still same (only there’s no you)
They’re telling me that afterwards I will smile recalling the past
For me it’s not even easy to raise my head which was facing you
Why do they keep talking even though I don’t even wanna hear them
I’m staying here
Don’t say that tomorrow is the new day
(the morning will be darker than the night with you)
Don’t say that after a storm comes the calm
(the calmness will be more anxious than the worries with you)
Everything is a mess
It’s spring again to you but my season don’t change
Even though my heart blossoms (I’ve got no tomorrow)
It’s a dead smile which is empty inside
They say I look even better than when I with you
That they can stop worrying about me now
But I can’t breathe
This smile can not deceive me
I became normal
I emptied my heart a lot because it became a burden
I’m going crazy
Stop telling me your consoles because I don’t want to hear them

They say that the cure of love is another love
They say that the time fixes everything
You got someone’s love, that does not mean that you have it
You keep walking, that does not mean time passes
You keep breathing, that does not mean you are alive
Now i know that
No no more tomorrow
Till you come back





Saturday, January 28, 2012

Happy Birthday

happy birthday dear. happy birthday to you for 43years. may you have a maximum everlasting life. i love you

Friday, January 27, 2012

Happy Birthday 43 My Love

    It's been 1 years and a half i've been loving this girl. Someone really special to me. Someone that grab my heart and toss me deep inside of feelings, i call it ,'LOVE'. I don't know how longer i can live in this world..maybe until tomorrow, or sooner or later...who know? i don't know. I surviving many things. From head to toe~ really greatful to this lovely and caring women (Carole) for keep saving me from falling.

    The Doctor said, whatever happen, dead or alive, they already do the best and max effort they can get to help me..if i am dying, thats my fate. Haha. I feel like the world turning to dark. I faint when i found out that the crisis of my body molecul broke almost 85%. I still remember at 21January2012, i faint at hospital. First time i was fainting and its shocked me. I never faint before. It's show that my body reach its limits.

    I don't know. This year maybe will be the first and last year i said happy birthday to her again. And trough all ages, i never gave her a special gift/present. All i can give is things called love. I wanna give her all the love i've got left. I want her to know, even if i am gone, i still loving her. Eternity! God, when i am die later, please protect my lovely women~ this women, don't ever hurt her.

   Dear Carole : I love you and the only things i want u to know is i really want to marry you even it takes 1 days of my limited life. But i got the answer already, soo i will not regret tou i feel a little sad. I cannot be with you. Happy birthday dear. Happy birthday to you. Trust me when i said i love you, it's real. nce and for all, maybe the last words from me, Happy birthday and i love you soo much.

    Sincere Regards.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Hanya Untukmu

Aku tatap dalam matamu
Ada cinta yang kulihat untukku
Ada ketulusan yang terpancar dari auramu
dan Ada kesetiaan yang terlihat dari dirimu..untukku
Kasih,
Beribu kata sayangku padamu takkan bisa membalas rasa sayangmu padaku
Kan kujaga semua cinta ini,karena kutau kau takkan pernah menghianati cintaku
Kasih,
Andai kubisa,ingin kuselalu temani dirimu
Tapi kutau,q tak pernah bisa
Mungkin hanya sebuah puisi ini
yang dapat selalu menemanimu.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Selamat Jalan, Aku Mencintaimu

aku terdiam sendiri di sini
dalam bayangmu buat ku berlari
mengejar awan sang bidadari
ku tau kau sudah pergi,
tinggal kan ku sendiri di sini
dengan semua isi hati ini
andai
,, andai saja waktu tak berlalu
mungkin, kau masih di sisiku
sampai akirnya kau kan pergi,jauh, dan jauhh
bagai mimpi dalam senyuman malaikat mu
ku berharap ini mimpi,hanya mimpi ku yang palsu
lari dalam dekapan detak jantung tubuh ku
mimpi yang lari dari kenyatan yg pahit
detik demi detik tak ku rasakan sakit
karang batu pun hancur dengan air laut
seperti ku yg sudah remuk dalam maut
hey,bukan kah kita berjanji
akan selalu ada di sini
bersama melihat pelangi
dan kenapa kau pergi
tuhan,aku bahagia dengan nya
belum api itu ku berikan padanya
tapi kau sudah membawa nya
sungguh aku merindukan nya
selamat jalan yaa ,love you ^^